I am sick of getting bullied everyday at school for everything, I’m sick of being treated like a dog, I’m sick of everyone around me thinking im a fucking slave, I’m sick of always getting my hopes up just so they can get crushed, I’m sick of people being fake as hell with me all the time, I’m sick of always being alone, I’m sick of always being tired, Im sick of never having someone to go to when things get rough, I’m sick of school, I’m sick of this fucking city and state, I’m sick of doing the same shit everyday all day, I’m sick of society making me feel the way i feel about my self, I’m sick of drama, I’m sick of being sick, Im sick of being lied to, I’m sick of always crying and being in a bad mood, I’m sick of everything and everyone.  

is something that everyone seems to have now a days, but me i don’t know how to be happy or what it even feels like to be happy anymore. I have given up on everything & everyone in the world. Everything I do is never good enough for my friends or family, it’s like im alone in the world. I admit i fucked up many times and everytime i have, i have always tried to fix it and it comes out even worse than before. I literally have tried everything to make things right with friends and my family and it didnt work. I guess this is Gods way of telling me i am going to be alone forever until i die.